Join Me in Supporting Suicide Prevention!

An evening sky with a sun above clouds and a silhouetted bird
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In case no one has told you today, your presence makes a difference in this world. You deserve to be here. You are worthy of love. Your existence matters to others, including me.

A week from today, I am participating in an Out of the Darkness Community Walk to support the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. I hope to raise at least $150 for AFSP by that date (October 4). If you can contribute even a small amount through my participant page, I would deeply appreciate your support in raising money for this important cause.

If you are ever in crisis in the United States, you can always call, text, or message the 988 Lifeline, text HOME to the Crisis Text Line at 741741, or call 911. If you are in a different country, please see this list.

Thank you! 💖

Of Zookeeping and Unicorns

Writing and wildlife updates await!

Hello, friends! With summer drawing to a close, I’ve embarked for a new adventure: a zookeeping apprenticeship at Scovill Zoo in Decatur, Illinois! I’m thrilled by this opportunity and eager to begin. My start date is September 1st, but I’ve already moved to town and am enjoying exploring the area.

My mom and I riding the train at Scovill Zoo
The Transfer House, a Decatur landmark
On a building with a sign that reads "Novel Ideas: Used Books - Gifts", a mural is painted that says, "Set your imagination free". The mural includes mundane modern figures with interesting shadows: a schoolboy whose shadow looks like a medieval prince with a feather in his cap, a schoolgirl whose shadow holds a bubbling beaker, a dog whose shadow is shaped like a dragon's, a man in a striped shirt whose shadow is shaped like a soccer player kicking a ball, and a woman in a business outfit whose shadow looks like a ballerina. There is also a cut-off shadow, of which you can only see an arm holding what appears to be a ladel, and part of the torso and one leg. The credits in the corner read, "Lindsay Quick, Milliken University, 2015."
Cool mural at a local bookstore

My other major announcement is that my second interactive novel for Choice of Games, Hero of Hoofbeat Hollow, is now available to wishlist on Steam! Click the cover art below to find it:

Cover art for the game Hero of Hoofbeat Hollow. Image shows a multicolored unicorn herd running through a cloud of smoke with the tips of their horns glowing, while a red dragon breathes fire overhead.

The game is still in progress, so there’s no official release date yet, and the descriptions are subject to change. Nonetheless, I’m excited to share this preview page (and the gorgeous cover art!) with you. Please wishlist and follow the game’s page for more news!

On the Fringes of Comic-Con

Every summer, San Diego hosts the San Diego Comic Convention (Comic-Con International), a massive celebration of all things nerdy: comics, yes, but also other “popular arts,” including science fiction and fantasy movies, shows, games, and literature. Many attendees dress up as their favorite characters from such media (an activity known as “cosplay”). The convention hosts panels and events galore, a veritable feast for fans of superheroes, aliens, anime, and more.

This year, the event began on Thursday and ends today. I didn’t obtain a badge (I wasn’t aware that I would be in San Diego this summer when they went on sale in the fall!), but I went downtown for a while on Friday to check out the scene, snapping a quick photo of this sign at the San Diego Convention Center:

I also glimpsed this advertisement for Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (the text on the left reads “Strange brought you here. Curiosity keeps you.”):

Witnessing Comic-Con (even from afar) has made me reflect upon stories I’ve loved over the years, of which I have called myself a “fan”: books like the Harry Potter series and The Lord of the Rings, shows like Star Trek and Doctor Who, games like Night in the Woods and Undertale, and multimedia franchises like Pokémon. What elements made me (and so many others) fall in love with these stories? What makes a story resonate and endure, even gaining a massive following?

Two big factors (for me) are characters and worlds: characters I care about, and worlds I want to explore…and maybe even live in for a little while. A third, less tangible factor that I also love to see is an element of hope: the idea that we can work together to make the world a better place. I am typically not a big consumer of horror or dystopian fiction (nor plots that resolve themselves purely through violence) for that reason; I prefer to imagine brighter futures and believe in the magic of possibility.

What about you? What are the stories (in any medium) for which you proudly identify as a “fan” (or have in the past)? What do they have in common? What are elements you wish you saw in stories more?

I look forward to reading your answers below!

I Designed a Pokémon! (Sort of…)

I love hyenas. Some of you already know this about me. Years ago, I worked as a research assistant on a spotted hyena field project in Kenya, where I fell in love with them (and ended up in a nonfiction book about them). A few years later, a book I wrote about hyenas myself got published, a young adult fantasy novelette titled Beyond Acacia Ridge (which, sadly, is out of print now, though you may be able to find used copies on a certain website you might be boycotting).

I also love Pokémon. You may not have already known this about me, but it’s true. Here’s an obligatory embarrassing photo of my friend Ricky and me in my childhood room to prove it:

Picture of a young boy and girl in a room full of Pokémon decorations

And an obligatory embarrassing selfie of my ex and me in New York City last year at an event called Pokémon GO Fest:

Last year, after playing a few too many rounds in the Pokémon GO Battle League, I found myself wondering: could a productivity app as fun as Pokémon exist? One that would inspire me to fight my battles and have adventures and level up in the real world?

Dear readers, I’m delighted to tell you that it does!

Focumon is a free productivity app/focus timer/monster collection game by indie developer Milton Ren. After finding out about it last year, I started using it to help me focus, and I quickly discovered that there is nothing quite like leveling up cute pixel monsters to motivate me to write, edit, clean, and break through my resistance toward innumerable challenging tasks.

Milton has also built a fun and supportive community around Focumon, including a Discord server where he actively solicits design ideas for new Focumon to introduce to the game. I suggested a grass-type hyena Focumon, offering drawings and text I made myself as inspiration (I am not a skilled artist yet, but someday I will be!):

Drawing of a green hyena cub with a bulb on its head. Text: "Cubulb. Ev 1. Grass. Cackling Cub Focumon. This Focumon loves to laugh. Its favorite prank is to shoot seeds from its bulb at unsuspecting bystanders."
(Be wary of pranks today, my friends!)
Drawing of a shaggy green striped hyena with a bulb on the end of its tail. Text: "Hybud. Ev. II. Grass. Subadult Seeker Focumon. This adolescent Focumon has not yet grown into its adult spots, so it is on a quest to find them. While it meditates in gardens, the bud on its tail glows softly."
Drawing of a spotted hyena with rose-tinted, heart-shaped suglasses and a rose on the end of its tail. Text: "Rosayena. Ev. III. Grass. Happy Hyena Focumon. This Focumon sees the best in everyone. The fragrance of its bloom brings joy to all who stop to smell it."

Milton, who is very kind and receptive to community feedback, created a Focumon design called Florayena inspired by my ideas:

Digital illustration by Milton Ren of a shaggy green hyena with a bud on its tail.
(Art by Milton Ren)

He invited me to write a Focudex entry for Florayena, too! I wrote the following: “Gardener Hyena Focumon. This cheerful Focumon always stops to smell the roses. It releases a powder from the bud on its tail that brings wilted flowers back to life.”

He said he loved it! And now, my friends, I’m delighted to report that Florayena has been released into the wild! Here’s her official sprite in Focumon:

Pixel art of a shaggy green hyena with a bud on its tail by Milton Ren.
(Art by Milton Ren)

Now, dear readers, I have a request for you all. My birthday is coming up one week from today (April 8th)! As a birthday present, I would love it if you could sign up (for free!) for Focumon using the “Accept Invitation” button on my trainer profile: https://www.focumon.com/trainers/WolfDolphinGirl and start leveling up your focus with me in the app! We will both get rewards in the game this way. I will happily “follow” you so we can be accountability buddies!

If you end up deriving as much benefit from Focumon as I have, you can also subscribe for a “Pro” pass later (like I have) to support Milton’s hard work in developing this game, for about $4 USD/month. However, that is entirely optional, as you can always access all the primary focus features of the app entirely for free!

I hope you will enjoy Focumon! Thank you to Milton Ren for creating an awesome app and making my childhood dream of designing a video game creature come true! Until next time, keep calm and Florayena on!

2025 Authors Celebration Photos and Video Posted!

Hi everyone!

The video and photos from the Cal Poly Humboldt 2025 Authors Celebration have been posted! The video is here: https://humboldt.hosted.panopto.com/Panopto/Pages/Viewer.aspx?id=22785f48-63c6-4f93-aa16-b289012c70b9 I arrive at the open mic at about 1:11:00.

The photos are here: https://www.flickr.com/photos/147497954@N04/albums/72177720324374452/ I am standing at the very back of the group pictures, near the left side of the frame, wearing a red scarf.

Hope you enjoy! Keep calm and read on.

Love for Your Work, Love for the World

A paper Valentine showing the characters Bluey and Bingo from the show Bluey in granny outfits. The caption says "You are the Janet to my Rita"

A Bluey Valentine my mom gave me. I recommend this show to people of all ages!

How’s February treating you? I had the pleasure of participating in two great events this month. First, on Valentine’s Day, I attended the 11th Annual Cal Poly Humboldt Authors Celebration at the Cal Poly Humboldt Authors Hall. This event honors Cal Poly Humboldt faculty, staff, students, and alumni (like me!) who published new scholarly and creative works last year. I spoke at the open mic about my first lead-authored scientific paper, as well as my games for Choice of Games (both Fox Spirit and my second interactive novel about magical equines, which I’m working on right now). It was inspiring to meet fellow authors and hear about all the exciting new publications coming out of Cal Poly Humboldt!

The library will eventually be posting photos (and possibly video) from that event here: https://authors.humboldt.edu/ under the “Event Photos & Recordings” tab. I will write another quick post to share those with you once they become available!

Second, on Presidents’ Day, I attended a Not My Presidents Day demonstration in Eureka in peaceful opposition to the current political situation in the United States. You can find an article and slideshow about that event here: https://www.northcoastjournal.com/NewsBlog/archives/2025/02/18/local-50501-not-my-presidents-day-draws-hundreds-in-eureka I made a sign that said, “Stop robbing the poor to profit the rich,” which I brought with me to the event. I gave it away to someone else when I left, who continued spreading that message.

Lately, I’ve been trying to find ways to rekindle my passion for my work (i.e. by attending the Authors Celebration) and show compassion toward our world (i.e. by attending the Not My Presidents Day demonstration). On that note, I have some questions for you:

1. How are you loving your work lately? What excites you and inspires you about it?

2. How are you loving our world lately? How do you spread love and kindness in your community? (This doesn’t need to be some big, bold, grassroots community organizing type thing. Small actions matter!)

I would love to hear your answers in the comments! Thank you for sharing your light with the world!

Sailing into the Unknown

Happy New Year, everyone! This year, I’m committing to posting here at least once a month (finally!), sharing musings and news with you all more regularly. I appreciate your support, and I want you to know that I’m still here, trying my best to spread light from my little corner of the world.

Where are you headed this year? For my part, I have no idea! I’ve applied for wildlife biology jobs in California and a PhD program in the UK, but I won’t know if I’m getting an offer on any of them for a while. I’m still plugging away at my second interactive novel for Choice of Games (this one’s about unicorns, pegasi, and kelpies!)…

A smiling figurine of a unicorn with wings, kneeling on a table with a grid laid over it

Photo by Pranav on Unsplash

…but I don’t know yet when the game will come out (hopefully sometime this year!). I’ve submitted a play based on folklore about a Christmas witch to a short play festival, but I won’t know whether the play has been accepted to be produced until the end of March. In short, as usual, my future is full of unknowns.

I do know one thing, though. Whatever happens next, I will give thanks to God for the many blessings in my life and strive to follow Jesus with love, kindness, and courage. Faith is the wind in my sails, buoying me through the storms and keeping me afloat and moving forward. Faith is my lighthouse, guiding me through the darkness. The world is filled with rancor, fear, and despair these days, but those forces will never have the final say. I hope you will strive to see the light in these oft-dark times yourself, and to be a light to others. Blessed be.

Review – The Canid Chronology Book One: A Journey’s Beginning by Angola Hone

I thoroughly enjoyed this novel. The plot was gripping, the mixed-species world intriguing, and the characters sympathetic and easy to root for. I found myself emotionally invested in the adventure, curious about the mysteries unfolding within it and touched by the tender relationships between the characters. While I felt that the prose could have used a bit more polish-and the characters and world more development and distinctiveness-this was the author’s debut novel and the first in a series, so it holds much promise for the future. I am excited about the possibilities of this saga going forward and eager to read the next volume.

I received an advance review copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

Come to my defense!

Photo of knight kneeling on the ground
(No, not like this!)

Hi, everyone! I’m excited to announce that on Monday, June 17, 2024, from 2 to 3 pm Eastern Time, I will be presenting my master’s thesis research on how management practices impact the gut health of red wolves at a free public seminar at North Carolina State University! If you are unable to attend in person in Raleigh, a Zoom option is also available. Please see the seminar announcement below for details. See you there!

Announcement with a photo of a red wolf, courtesy of the North Carolina Zoo. Text: North Carolina State University Master's Defense Seminar - Biology - Amy Clare Fontaine. Management effects on gastrointestinal disease in red wolves (Canis rufus) under human care. Advisor: Dr. Jennifer Campbell. Monday June 17, 2024 at 2:00 pm. DCL 139 & via Zoom (Meeting ID: 960 4862 2279 & Passcode: 159552)